You shook the dust out of my bones Stood me up and told me keep on moving It gets better a few steps further You brought me back to the lands of freer thinking Brought me your wine and made me keep on drinking and spent the night squeezing the banality out of my head You watched my hands while I was pulling my teeth out and smiled and cut my nails down so far, they never grew back I was dragged by the dick | to the edge of the forest of fucking and told never to enter I was gagged on the grounds of sobriety and told to swallow and be grateful for what I had
I was exposed to my own kind and learned never to trust a single thing I ever heard My fucking knuckles were busted I learned never to speak out, a single fucking word I returned to the beautiful unknown, unfollowed, terrified and took my last breath In the river I woke as an adolescent with no answers and a hazy synopsis of a fading childhood and the dreams I've had terrify me we are brought up to be ashamed of not being perfect we are manufactured, jealous, anxious, hateful, ungrateful, greedy fucking cunts aren't we?